Just waves of My brain on life

When u r a kid everyone says u to follow ur dreams and when u get older they feel offended even when u try .................life is a book which I hav always wanted to learn and read but every page that turns in daily life is ugly truth that u don't wanna rethink .............sometimes it makes me happy that the next page would b interesting but it always turned out the opposite,so it has scared in times to even take a sneek peek in the next page..........hav always thought wat does someone want from his life ??? Wt does he expect out of it??? Then suddenly I start feelin happy about something and laugh with a long pause of no feelings no thoughts nothin jus blank domain.........